I am a Switch. I am one who enjoys both sides of the equation. I enjoy the control of others and of myself. I enjoy pain and the affects it has on my body and on my mind. I enjoy the high I get from pain and I enjoy the high that others gain from the pain I am able to give to them. I enjoy helping others to find the release they desire through the control that I can exercise over them. I enjoy the control I can exercise over my own body in being able to transform pain into pleasure. I enjoy the bruises and the pride I take in them and, the victory I feel after, strong and clean and unbroken.
I enjoy being strong and capable. I enjoy being good at what I can do. I enjoy taking care of others and being strong enough to take what they might choose to give to me. I enjoy the power that is in my control regardless of what “side” I am expressing. I enjoy the challenge of facing someone stronger than me and showing them and myself that I am as strong as they are both in will and in control.
I am fierce and strong and unbroken. I am both Dominant and masochist. I am a hedonist and I enjoy the experiences…all of them.